A new year has come, a turn, another fork-stuck in the road, a time to reflect on a year that's been. The year has passed so fast that it goes faster than a click, not even enough time to catch a breather. A lot of things could have been, but they didn't eventuate sometimes due to the infinate excuses that have been given, however that should not account for so much. Maybe I held back a little, maybe I was a little rough around the edges, but no matter what comes of it, in life there are always lessons to be learned from, and there is no such thing as too many mistakes, unless they repeat themselve over and over.

Time for a fresh start I, and for once, I am going to drop something which I have been trying to pursue, maybe set it on back burner status until such a time, that's for me to know and you all to keep guessing, but for once I'm sick and tired of sh*t that comes from it. The thing is that I'd destroy myself and redraw and recolour the past, but I that would be too much, I just want to be happy, not always feeling so crap. If you want to know.. Shannon Nolls' album titled Lift, no.11, 12, 13 would sum it.

My back feels like crap again, it's in constant pain, and I'm getting peeved off about it, but no matter what doc I see, they say nothing's wrong, cos of this I'm pissed, so I'm now addicted to Panadol. Alcohol seems to sooth the pain also, but according to my screwed sense of being me, I think I break that rule of not drinking, and say drinking in moderation. *evil laughter* I must say being drunk sound so good, I can cast away all my problems... and my back pain. Had a small pub-crawl with a couple of mates, however since I was the driver I couldn't drink the night away.

In theory, 2006 was okay, maybe in my account as good as it could have been, but with my expectations far outweighing reality, 2006 was still crap. So back to where I started, alone, life is shit, what could be better. However, on hearing enlightening news, things shall turn around, slowly. I wish life would turn around a little faster, but this is apparantly not how reality dictates.

The end of 2006 saw the begining of something important for myself, 2 workers left at my parents factory the hours and what has to be done is getting shitter and shitter. Parents need workers, I need another job, end of story. I'm not only trying to maintain a website, I'm driving out and about for hours on end, graphics design, and so on and so forth, and having to stay up to the wee hours of the morning. This just so hell sucks bad, but life in general sucks really bad don't it.

another important thing, I am currently recruiting Traffic Volunteers for the following event, my minimum requirement is about 20 able bodies.

Melville Chinese New Year Concert 2007
venue: Winthrop Baptist College
location: Murdoch, Western Australia
time: 4-11pm (availability during those times) most crucial (5-7) and (10-11)
equipment: all equipment for the job will be provided at no cost, this includes a yellow safety vest as well as radios and torches (if you have been assigned to a post which requires those equipment.
task: jobs allocated could range from directing the flow of traffic, to onsite security, and all work is done in teams of two (for personal safety)

A quick response by the lastest 21st January, would be much appreciated.

Last but not least

Happy 2007 New Year (Yes 7 days late, but better late than never)

Lord of Darkness
Signing off