Hello once again to this space of mine, now lets see, where was I upto? oh that's right, an update to fill the massess in on the daily routines the randomness of me. 2 and a half weeks of not posting, well sad to say, busy and too exhausted with a rather hectic schedule.

Life is on the upswing, well not 100% but enough to keep me from feeling like drowning nightmares with bottles of alcohol, (okay I've had one bottle of the stuff, and I'm thinking I writing like dorkusly). I'm sure this girl I know, well she is in not so good mood to want to see me in person, all I can say is I am bewildered by the unpredictability of the predictable. Oh well she's busy I'm busy, but I would cast time on the floor and take her out and have a bit of fun, if she's game enough to take on a little challenge. I try to be nice, but I guess I pushed the envelope a little more than I expected (well what more could I do with a million and one 'apparent' walls in front). Guess I hold out and wait and see, I'd start all over if I had to, I hope that it isn't all that necessary. I'm a such a sucker for drama.

On a lighter note, had some entertaining fun the last few weeks, been watching a series called Death Note (well will downloading and reading the manga). If you haven't seen the series, I won't spoil it for you, as there is a movie as well as some 11 subbed episodes out, and if you are planning to download get the ones from [live-evil]. I had an entertaining time of cosplaying the main character, and killing people in the process (all in the name of fun, and no real life kills), it was all good. I wish I had a girl who loves me for me, and it doesn't matter what I did, will stick by me no matter what.

I tried to draw again, and it feels like my pen to paper skills are very very wierd and dodgy. I can draw, if I try hard enough and with a lot more practice. I can get there, since if others can, so can I.

Life is one hell of a mess, the past is the past, who can pass judgement on someone when the future hasn't been made yet. The course of destiny is meant to be.

I'm off again for another week or so, and Christmas once again, but there is one thing, what is life without mistakes?
and oh boy the weather has caused me to turn to solidus pulp . I have two further things to say...
"The light it burns, it burns"... and... "noooo... I'm melting, melting, mellllting"
Last but not least, I'm going to have my wisdom teeth extracted soon, going to get rid of what doesn't fit my jawline, once and for all.

.:KrAkPoT:.